I re-read “My Imaginary Ex” last night, which was the reason why I slept at 4am. I don’t really know why though, I finished reading at quarter to three but then I don’t remember what I did until 4am. >.< anyway, I re-read that book because I was thinking if that kind of story would happen to me as well, finding your true love during college and not knowing about it until the other one is about to get married (not that I'm fed up on my fan girl fantasies, NO WAY, I am definitely still into my K-Pop loves). Yes, I admit I am a hopeless romantic, I’ve never been kissed and nbsb, truefax. I’m what you call, innocent, if you know what I mean.

I watched Iron Man 2 with my siblings, grandmother and helper. Yeah, no mom and dad, both were busy, and well, they’re separated, so you really won’t be seeing them together. But the trip was the reason why our mom got mad at us. We forgot to ask permission from her (since we were under her custody). I was about to cry in the middle of the movie, because she shouted at me. To make myself feel better, I bought the Tohoshinki Best selection 2010 2CD+DVD which was PhP700. I was happy that the DVD was packed with their performances, meaning I won’t be needing subtitles. *YAY* But honestly, what would make me feel so much better would be Starbucks, and Chansung. T_T

I heard that Chansung lost his passport and got stuck in LA because of that. Sadly Luckily, He was able to find it and he got back safely. I wish he was stuck here in the Philippines instead. I’d take care of him and stuff him with dried mangoes, and bananas, both fresh and dried. I think I’ve finally changed my bias (again) from Khun, to Taec, To Chan, probably because of the dream I had. All that’s left is Woo, the Jun bros, and probably Jay Park. After that, I have done what I have done to other goups, like SuJu (I forgot the sequence since they’re so many, but I do remember Kibum being my first), and DBSK (Jaejoong, Yunho, Junsu, Changmin, Yoochun).

Labels: biases, Chansung, dreams, kpop, life, rant

We Only Dream of What We Know
[chananaboo]

**Our dreams are frequently full of strangers who play out certain parts – did you know that your mind is not inventing those faces – they are real faces of real people that you have seen during your life but may not know or remember? The evil killer in your latest dream may be the guy who pumped petrol in to your Dad’s car when you were just a little kid. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces through our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.**


I posted this because lately, I’ve been having weird dreams. Last last night, I dreamt of a girl named Julia. Well, she’s just a minor character in my dream but it’s her name that’s stuck in my head and not the guy I was with. Then just last night, I dreamt of Chanunf...er...Chansung, we were seated on the bathtub together, but there wasn’t any water on it, and he wasn’t wearing any pants on. After that, I had this weird dream, U-Kiss was there! I scared Xander, which made me bow, and bow, and bow, until I hit myself on the door. Then I went inside the door, I saw Micky Park seated on the floor. And lastly, I was with guy, again, different from the previous dream, but this time I got his name, I think. It was Choong woo (?) and he has something to do with Etude. Isn’t Etude, like, a cosmetics company or something?

Anyway, to end this rant, I mean, it was said that Dreams are not about what they are about, but I just want to know, what does all of this mean? (>_<)

Labels: Chansung, dreams, life