I have finally found something worthy to write about (for me, that is). DISCLAIMER: These are my thoughts/opinions from this document: https://docs.google.com/Doc?docid=0AXXeRl8i6vuwZGc4aDRudmtfMTV6OXBweGNi&hl=en. What I wrote here should not be taken seriously, because as what I have said, this is my OPINION, and everyone has the right to give their own opinion about stuff. And, applying what SoakedShoes@2OneDay Forums said, "I don't tell people to believe, I tell people to read. We're all mature enough to take sides."

Being one, out of millions of fans around the world, who relies on the internet to know stuff about their Idols, you can’t really define what’s true or what’s just made up. For us to know the truth, you really have to take a closer look, “Are they really different on-screen and off?”. When I read those SaSaeng accounts, I wasn’t sure whether to believe or not, though it has somehow changed my view of the boys, since those kinds of fans spend a hell lot of time stalking (I’m sorry, but I just had to use that term. No hard feelings?).

When I found out that Taec and Chan (2nd and 3rd/current biases, respectively. Khun was my 1st) had the worst attitude off-cam (well, not really the worst, but still, can it get any worse than that?) I felt that I was somehow betrayed, since I fell for their on-cam attitudes, which were probably the totally opposites of their REAL personalities, if you refer to the fan accounts (except for Khun though, he seems to have the cleanest record so far if you compare it to the other members). This made me think. What are their real personalities like? Will I still like them if their “bad attitudes” were real? Am I going to believe everything that I see?

My journey with 2PM

To be honest, I fell for 2PM because of their looks. It started with Khun and his wink on ISF. I was a starting fan when the news about Jay’s controversy started. And, I can’t believe it either but, I cried when I heard that Jay had left (It was a bit hard to cry because I was at school when I heard the news, two of my friends told me about it). And when I think about it, I would probably say that the sudden boost of 2PM’s popularity was because of Jay’s incident, since I myself admit that I became a fan because of Jay’s departure. I was devastated and really wanted Jay to come back, and at the same time, still supported 2PM with 6 members (I made my dad buy their 1st album, 1:59, from Korea, since he was in Seoul when the album came out). Reading the accounts about the members bullying Jay was really...something. I think, him, leaving was the greatest decision he ever made, if those accounts were true. He was probably getting tired of waiting and thought that this might be the best time to finally be free.

Anyway, I think I have said enough, for now. I shall rant again when I get in the mood. To be honest, again, this account made me confused on what I should feel. Is this trying to open my eyes to see the truth? Or is this just something that ruins other people’s lives?

Labels: 2pm, biases, Chansung, Jaebeom, Junho, Junsu, kpop, Nichkhun, rant, Taecyeon, Wooyoung